Logo Design

I already have a logo designed. I need someone to recreate my idea in digital form and send it back to me as a PNG file. The design is my brand letters “VF” and then a character between the letters at the bottom which represents myself. The character should have very long dramatized white blonde hair with a middle split and bangs coming across the face. Beautiful coral colored puckered lips. 3 (clearly shown) freckles on both cheeks. A button nose, skinny neck & clavicle bone accentuation. The first photo attached is the mockup design i created via Canva. The second photo attached is the mockup I drew that implements the character as myself. The “VF” letters I want to be in the font style I attached in the original mockup designed via canva which is the thinner font with the edges of the V & the F both having empty space that could be filled. I want the empty spaces to be filled with a fur like texture that slightly comes off the sides for a more dramatic look. (I can draw up a more specific design of the “VF” if needed.) Thanks so much! Ps. Website only let me upload 1 photo. Will share my personal sketch in later convo.